{"id":1343,"date":"2012-04-12T20:38:45","date_gmt":"2012-04-12T20:38:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/noi3.org\/site\/?p=1343"},"modified":"2012-04-12T20:38:45","modified_gmt":"2012-04-12T20:38:45","slug":"acum-stiu-am-aflat-si-eu-de-nicolae-steinhardt-fragment-din-jurnalul-fericirii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/site.noi3.org\/?p=1343","title":{"rendered":"Acum stiu, am aflat si eu… (fragment din Jurnalul Fericirii)"},"content":{"rendered":"
\u00a0<\/div>\n
C\u00eend un om reu\u015fe\u015fte s\u0103 fac\u0103 ceva ce i-a <\/span>solicitat mult efort<\/span><\/strong>, \u00een el \u00eencepe s\u0103 lucreze <\/span>trufia<\/span><\/strong>. Cel ce sl\u0103be\u015fte, se uit\u0103 cu <\/span>dispre\u0163<\/span><\/strong> la gra\u015fi, iar cel ce s-a l\u0103sat de fumat r\u0103suce\u015fte nasul <\/span>dispre\u0163uitor<\/span><\/strong> c\u00eend altul se b\u0103l\u0103ce\u015fte, \u00eenc\u0103, \u00een viciul s\u0103u. Dac\u0103 unul \u00ee\u015fi reprim\u0103 cu s\u00eerg sexualitatea, se uit\u0103 cu <\/span>dispre\u0163<\/span><\/strong> \u015fi cu trufie c\u0103tre p\u0103c\u0103tosul, care se c\u0103zne\u015fte s\u0103 scape de p\u0103cat, dar <\/span>instinctul i-o ia \u00eenainte<\/span><\/strong>! <\/span>Ceea ce reu\u015fim, ne poate spurca mai ceva dec\u00eet p\u0103catul \u00eensu\u015fi<\/span><\/strong> . Ceea ce ob\u0163inem se poate s\u0103 ne <\/span>dea peste cap<\/span><\/strong> reperele emo\u0163ionale \u00een a\u015fa manier\u0103 \u00eenc\u00eet ne umple sufletul de <\/span>venin<\/span><\/strong>.<\/span><\/div>\n
Banii <\/span><\/strong>care vin spre noi ne pot face <\/span>arogan\u0163i<\/span><\/strong> \u015fi <\/span>zg\u00eerci\u0163i,<\/span><\/strong> cum <\/span>succesul<\/span><\/strong> ne poate r\u0103sturna \u00een abisul \u00eenfrico\u015f\u0103tor al <\/span>patimilor suflete\u015fti<\/span><\/strong>. Drumul c\u0103tre iubire se \u00eengusteaz\u0103 c\u00eend ne uit\u0103m spre ceilal\u0163i de la \u00een\u0103l\u0163imea vulturilor afla\u0163i \u00een zbor. Bl\u00eende\u0163ea inimii se usuc\u0103 pe vrejii de dispre\u0163, de ur\u0103 \u015fi de trufie, <\/span>dac\u0103 sufletul nu este preg\u0103tit <\/span>s\u0103 primeasc\u0103 reu\u015fita sa cu modestia<\/span> \u015fi gra\u0163ia unei flori<\/span><\/strong>.<\/span> Tot ce reu\u015fim pentru noi \u015fi ne aduce energie este menit <\/span>a se \u00eentoarce<\/span><\/strong> c\u0103tre aceia ce se zbat, \u00eenc\u0103, \u00een suferin\u0163\u0103 \u015fi-n p\u0103cat.<\/span> <\/div>\n
Ochii no\u015ftri nu sunt concepu\u0163i pentru dispre\u0163, ci pentru a exprima cu ei chipul <\/span>iubirii<\/span><\/strong> ce se c\u0103zne\u015fte s\u0103 ias\u0103 din sufletele noastre. Succesele nu ne sunt date spre a ne \u00eenfoia \u00een pene, ca \u00een mantiile statuilor, ci pentru a le transforma \u00een <\/span>dragoste<\/span><\/strong>, \u00een <\/span>dezvoltare<\/span><\/strong> \u015fi \u00een <\/span>d\u0103ruire<\/span><\/strong> pentru cei din jur.<\/span><\/div>\n
Dac\u0103 <\/span>reprimi <\/span><\/span><\/strong>foamea<\/span><\/strong> \u00een timp ce <\/span>poste\u015fti<\/span><\/strong>, foamea se va face <\/span>tot mai mare<\/span><\/strong> . Mintea ta o s\u0103 viseze m\u00eenc\u0103ruri gustoase \u015fi alese, mintea o s\u0103 simt\u0103 mirosurile cele mai apetisante chiar \u015fi \u00een somn, pentru ca, \u00een ziua urm\u0103toare, \u00eenebunit\u0103 de <\/span>frustrare<\/span><\/strong>, s\u0103 <\/span>compenseze<\/span><\/strong> lipsa ei printr-un <\/span>dispre\u0163 sfid\u0103tor fa\u0163\u0103 de cel ce nu poste\u015fte<\/span><\/strong>. Atunci, postul devine prilej de <\/span>trufie<\/span><\/strong>, de exprimare a <\/span>orgoliului<\/span><\/strong> \u015fi a izb\u00eenzii trufa\u015fe asupra poftelor. Dar, dincolo de orice, trufia r\u0103m\u00eene trufie, iar sentimentul frustr\u0103rii o confirm\u0103.<\/span><\/div>\n
Dac\u0103 ai reu\u015fit \u00een via\u0163\u0103, <\/span>nu te ag\u0103\u0163a de nereu\u015fitele altuia<\/span><\/strong>, pentru a nu trezi \u00een tine viermele cel aprig al <\/span>orgoliului \u015fi patima \u00eenfumur\u0103rii<\/span><\/strong>. <\/span>Reu\u015fita este energia iubirii \u015fi a capacit\u0103\u0163ii tale de acceptare a vie\u0163ii<\/span><\/strong> , dar ea nu r\u0103m\u00eene nemi\u015fcat\u0103, nu este ca un munte sau ca un ocean. <\/span>\u00ceng\u00eemfarea \u015fi trufia reu\u015fitei te coboar\u0103<\/span><\/strong>, \u00eencetul cu \u00eencetul de pe soclul t\u0103u, c\u0103ci ele deseneaz\u0103 pe cerul vie\u0163ii tale evenimente specifice lor.<\/span><\/div>\n
Sl\u0103be\u015fte,<\/span><\/strong> bucur\u0103-te \u015fi taci!<\/span><\/strong>Las\u0103-te de fumat<\/span><\/strong>, <\/span>bucur\u0103-te \u015fi taci!<\/span><\/strong>Cur\u0103\u0163\u0103 ograda<\/span><\/strong> ta, bucur\u0103-te de cur\u0103\u0163enie \u015fi las\u0103 gunoiul vecinului acolo unde vecinul \u00eensu\u015fi l-a pus. C\u0103ci \u00eentre vecin \u015fi gunoiul din curte exist\u0103 o <\/span>rela\u0163ie ascuns\u0103<\/span><\/strong>, ni\u015fte emo\u0163ii pe care nu le cuno\u015fti, sentimente pe care nu le vei b\u0103nui vreodat\u0103 \u015fi cauze ce vor r\u0103m\u00eene , poate, pentru totdeauna ascunse min\u0163ii \u015fi inimii tale.<\/span><\/div>\n
\u00centre omul gras \u015fi gr\u0103simea sa exist\u0103 <\/span>o rela\u0163ie ascuns\u0103<\/span><\/strong>. O \u00een\u0163elegere. Un secret. Un sentiment ne\u00een\u0163eles. O emo\u0163ie neconsumat\u0103. O dragoste respins\u0103. <\/span>Gr\u0103simea este profesorul grasului. Viciul este profesorul viciosului.<\/span><\/strong> \u015ei, \u00een via\u0163a noastr\u0103 <\/span>nu exist\u0103 profesori mai severi dec\u00eet viciile \u015fi incapacit\u0103\u0163le noastre<\/span><\/strong> .<\/span><\/div>\n
Acum stiu, stiu ca orice <\/span>ura<\/span><\/strong>, orice <\/span>aversiune<\/span><\/strong>, orice <\/span>tinere de minte a raului<\/span><\/strong>, orice <\/span>lipsa de mila<\/span><\/strong>, orice <\/span>lipsa de intelegere<\/span><\/strong>, <\/span>bunavointa<\/span><\/strong>, <\/span>simpatie<\/span><\/strong>, orice purtare cu oamenii care nu e la nivelul gratiei si gingasiei unui menuet de Mozart … <\/span>este un pacat si o spurcaciune<\/span><\/span><\/strong> ; nu numai omorul, ranirea, lovirea, jefuirea, injuratura, alungarea, dar orice vulgaritate, <\/span>desconsiderarea<\/span><\/strong>,orice <\/span>cautatura rea<\/span><\/strong>, orice <\/span>dispret<\/span><\/strong>, orice <\/span>rea dispozitie<\/span><\/strong> este de la diavol si <\/span>strica totul<\/span><\/span><\/strong>. <\/span>Acum stiu,<\/span> am aflat si eu… „<\/span><\/div>\n

Nicolae Steinhardt<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00a0 C\u00eend un om reu\u015fe\u015fte s\u0103 fac\u0103 ceva ce i-a solicitat mult efort, \u00een el \u00eencepe s\u0103 lucreze trufia. Cel ce sl\u0103be\u015fte, se uit\u0103 cu…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[31],"tags":[616,615,617,618],"class_list":["post-1343","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-altele-continut","tag-eterna","tag-fericire","tag-jurnal","tag-trairi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/site.noi3.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1343","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/site.noi3.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/site.noi3.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/site.noi3.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/site.noi3.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1343"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/site.noi3.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1343\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/site.noi3.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1343"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/site.noi3.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1343"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/site.noi3.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1343"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}